Tired

I think. I'm going to start going to concerts alone.  I'm tired of feeling used.  I do everything else alone anyways.  I may as well try concerts.  I like being by myself.  I don't really need friends.  

I think, I relate to their songs so well, because when I'm feeling hurt or upset, Rob Thomas phrases everything just right.   I wanted the first day of 2011 to be good, but it ended up being scary and upsetting and then to top it off, I felt used on the way home, obligated and it just sucks.  I'm tired of it.