How to be unmotivated:
When the kids go to school get up, shower or bathe.... think you are wide awake but lay down to watch TV and go back to sleep for a few more hours. I'm very good at that. I think that its the whole having kids since I was 18 and going to college and working and never having this luxury to stay home.
Then when you do get up make a Mountain Dew, turn on the computer and proceed to check your blog hits, facebook, email, twitter and read all the headline news, while listening to the news in the background. Then open up photoshop and edit a few of those photos you wasted the afternoon taking the other day.
Realize your husband is on the road for two or three days so cleaning is not that big of a priority until day three, then catch up. At noon realize your asthma is bad - medicate, and still feel exhausted. Know you are exhausted for absolutely no reason and be annoyed with yourself for not being one of those super cleaner Stepford wife bots.
Continue to read the 1300 page book that you've almost finished. Go running.... cook dinner (not much the kids are picky). Not finished yet. I can't take the 100 page John Gault philosophy, it seems repetitive. I'm reading Atlas Shrugged. Which I need to post about.
Think that its very nice not to be stressed about work, but then worry about money. Then feel mean because you want to strongly encourage your husband not to turn down too many loads while wanting him to be able to be home more because you are missing out on hating your coworkers.
I'm turning into a hermit. Slightly more than I was when I quit. But, I'm unmotivated today. How come I can't feel like doing everything two days in a row? I'm making myself do some cleaning.... but not much today. I'm going to lose my housewife job. I just keep thinking if I can get it spotless... and I keep thinking it would be if all these people didn't live here with me.