We thought she'd live forever and we couldn't imagine a world without Grandma Wheeler. She was placed on Hospice Care in early September and we rushed up quickly to visit; but I didn't really think that was the last time that I'd see her. There was no way that they were right and she was truly at the end of her life.
On October 7, 2014 I lost someone who means more to me than most people ever have. I have so much to say that I don't have anything to say. I wish I would have spent the whole weekend taking videos of her. I wish I would have done more with video so we could hear her voice, but I didn't want to upset her. She was upset enough already being sent home on hospice. This is a conversation of her with her best friend/cousin. We love her.
A picture doesn't have the voice that we want to hear so desperately and replaying a minute of someone's words isn't the same when you know they're gone and those are the last words that you'll have of them.